Why is it lately I can’t help but think of the past and how I want to go back. Would that really make me feel better, would being able to change how something’s went down change anything in the end, would I be the same person, would I still have the friends I lost who weren’t really my friends anyway. All but one has turned on me, even the one who I was closest with. Why would I want to go back to them when they have caused me so much pain. Being all alone makes you think like that I guess.